thecreativecrip dotcom shafted by web host so back to WordPress dotcom

It is with regret that I am having to close down my self-hosted WordPress site and revert to my old site which I continued to maintain at as a backup. Thank you to all my readers for their support and I hope you will subscribe there. One of the perks of doing this is that it will be easy for others to share my work and re-blog through the platform itself.

I’ve had problems with my US-based web host,, for almost a year now after three years of outstanding service. It appears that the man behind the venture, Greg Kuiper, doesn’t care about his business now that he has a cushy job with popular hosting control panel techies cPanel. Paid invoices remain unprocessed yet I keep getting new ones charging me for “Parking Fees” and the same things that I’ve already paid for. At last check the total of nefarious charges was almost at $300. Domain renewals were not taken care of, which I and the few clients I had have to pay the consequences for. Help Desk tickets have gone unanswered for MONTHS. affiliate earnings remain locked in my account which I can no longer access as the website went offline a few weeks ago never to return. The Facebook Page has disappeared a while ago – or perhaps I was blocked from it for raising flags about web outtages that lasted more than a day with no action or notice by Intrahost. Greg is even a Facebook Friend (Ha!) – but ignores me at every turn now. No more Mister Nice Guy.

On top of all that, neither myself nor my clients are able to get the transfer codes we need to move our active domains elsewhere. My Iconic Imagery business identities and those of The Creative Crip are fortunately listed as being owned by me but I have no control over them at all now. I’m not sure what’s going on because although one domain expired, I’m not able to buy it through another registrar – as it seems to be locked with me still listed as the owner. My web hosting package obviously remains active but in my opinion it would be unwise to carry on making use of it with the owner of the servers having vanished into thin air (in a manner of speaking).

I trusted Greg Kuiper with my business and those of friends and professional connections. For just over 3 years the service was outstanding. I never saw this problem coming – and even transferred domains to from a popular service I had used for years. Make no mistake, this can happen to anyone at any time and with any web host. There are a lot of one-man bands fronting as larger operations. This most definitely is the case with There are also many unscrupulous larger operations. The best anyone can do is research and think critically.

I contacted the Better Business Bureau who are effectively useless. I note that people are starting to complain to them about but not getting anywhere through the BBB. Now I have to raise the issue with ICANN – and continue to let people know what happened as I try to rebuild.

Musings: Lifestyle Change vs. Political Change and Disability

Just replied to a comment on my blog from a disability campaigner now owning that his focus is on “lifestyle change rather than political change” (I’m one of more than a few people with criticism of the BioPsychoSocial mantras being rammed down our throats).

This is my response:

“Again – lifestyle change for disabled people not born into privilege will not happen without political change.”

ATOS Meltdown Continued: Dark Night of the Soul (#DWPPressOffice #workfare #ESA #disabilityUK #ukmh #mhuk #a4e)




Sometimes you just need someone to hold your hand and mentor you through things.

This is one of those times.

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ATOS Meltdown Continued: Dark Night of the Soul

Image Source: “Gloria Steinem Quote.” Image. 01 Jun. 2011..


Sometimes you just need someone to hold your hand and mentor you through things.

This is one of those times.

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#CreativeCrip 2011 in review

The stats helper monkeys prepared a 2011 annual report for this blog.

Here’s an excerpt:

The concert hall at the Sydney Opera House holds 2,700 people. This blog was viewed about 9,300 times in 2011. If it were a concert at Sydney Opera House, it would take about 3 sold-out performances for that many people to see it.

Click here to see the complete report.

#NaNoWriMo – Day 2: Not #fitforwork or anything else…

Yesterday I pushed myself to write two blog posts for, one on the subject of attempting National Novel Writing Month, the other expressing concern with the failure of #OccupyLSX to have a logical marketing strategy.

Today I’m trapped in bed, passing out frequently and spoonless.

#myspoonielife #fitforwork

#NaNoWriMo 2011 (#disability #spoonie #mentalhealth) – #amwriting


National Novel Writing Month 2011

“This year I hope to finally set a realistic and achievable #NaNoWriMo goal by focusing on writing blogs for #amwriting”. Thus read my first social media status update for 1 November 2011. I am feeling “OK” today and unlike many others in the UK, last weekend’s time change seems to have helped me a bit with managing Spoonie fatigue, the pain.and brain fog notwithstanding. After a mad round of tweeting I managed to crawl out of bed and get going.

A well-meaning new-found long-lost relative from across the pond decided to comment on the Facebook entry; “truth is I’m strategic…” she wrote. “…the goal is achievable you have to trust yourself to make it happen.”

This was my response:

Not being funny but – as someone who has complex health problems (physical disabilities, illness and mental health) all the planning, strategies and jolly hockey sticks cheerleading in the world cannot guarantee a result. That’s just #Spoonie reality – we do what we can, when we can … unfortunately more often than not it means struggling immensely to do not very much at all… I give myself these pep talks and try strategies every year for #NaNoWriMo but don’t really care if I actually manage to submit or even finish… its just helping me to focus on my blog and get some things done that I’ve neglected.

The thing is, I really would like to achieve a National Novel Writing Month win; I’ve wanted to for the seven years that I’ve tried. It’s only in the past few years that my increasing problems with concentrating, memory and ability had nothing to do with just being lazy and more than a bit to do with the severe clinical depression that went undiagnosed since I was a teenager battling the Bulimia I still struggle with from time-to-time on the cusp of 46. The added struggles with physical disability and invisible illness makes it even more challenging to get started or keep going even if I do. Even a simple post like this has taken hours, with many stops and restarts.

I am blessed for every day that I have to actually wake up and The Great Spirit willing, I will have many many more. Unfortunately (as I explained to the psychiatrist at my last CMHT check), every night I go to bed my head spinning with a few ideas of things to work on the next day. I make notes in my project books and smartphone when I can manage to not forget within a minute or two of having a scathingly brilliant idea. Then the sun rises and sets again without any of those things getting done. Thus is the vicious circle that constitutes my spoonie not #fitforwork life, day-in and day-out.

Unfortunately it is impossible to have a “normal” schedule. For those who would criticise that sentiment and make a “scrounger” comment; review my LinkedIn profile. Even if I hadn’t had my previous career on Wall Street and in The City of London, the life I am forced to lead today still wouldn’t be a lifestyle choice. I would gladly give up my need to have help from the State in return for good health and mobility.. I need help – in the form of a Careworker who visits a few times weekly so I don’t have to go for months on end without being able to have a shower or shampoo my hair; someone who could take me to the supermarket and help with shopping; someone who would be willing to help me keep my flat tidy and make sure I don’t ignore the brown letters of doom from the DWP; someone who would be willing to prepare meals that aren’t burnt beyond recognition and make sure that I eat them; someone who could actually be a Lovely Carer (tm @BendyGirl) – which would help me immensely.

I have big dreams and small; and yes, a little fame as a writer and campaigner wouldn’t unwelcome. But as Lydia Grant used to say in the opening of the Fame television series: “Fame costs, and right here is where you start paying – in sweat”. Like the majority of people in my situation or worse – I’m not afraid of hard work and never have been. The relentless onslaught against disabled people from politicians, government bodies, general public and media takes a toll on my health. This, along with the  lack of Care in my daily life and constant worry about my finances, needing business help and having to move house again etc, makes something as “trivial” as trying for a NaNoWriMo win feel like trying to go up an icy hill alone on rollerblades. I may fail again; but in the words of Bob Hoskins in Maid in Manhattan, what defines us is how well we rise after falling.

I may be disabled, but I’m not dead yet. and Libel (thank you to @rantsfromron)

Great news (for a change) bloggers!

Suffice it to say that very few UK-based disability campaigners are likely to forget that the Carerwatch discussion forum was shut down by its hosting service after French IT firm Atos had a  hissyfit  & accused CW of libel – over of a mere HYPERLINK.

The brilliant Ron Graves of queried (which also hosts TCC) about their strategy and process in dealing with accusations of libel on the part of blogs hosted on their servers. Continue reading